What would be the solution to all this?
After a while and as fine as I’d be,
I feel numb and weak; not sure if my bliss
Is my expectations or ways of me–

The life I’ve been sailing for many years
Is so similar to a submarine;
Runs silently, and evrybody  fears,
Solitude from all keeps my mind in line,

Is this means I am getting out of hands
To hold all the precious chances I got?
No, no please no, my bliss, follow commands!
If you are all gone I’d be dead robot!

No solutions for such a confused head,
Probably a good time to sleep in bed.