My Disappointment

I’d rather take one bullet in my head
Instead of hearing my disappointment,
If I’ve heard from thee I’d rather be dead;
Those immoral things ne’er fill thy content!

I have heard many things you always say;
Thy legacy falls directly to me:
I am this one not without thy walk way,
I am noone henceforth don’t you e’er see?

O, holy rage o’ mine will burns all good,
And thy path I can nolonger be on
Own chances for me to fall in mad mood;
Yes, I am mad, my soul lose; thy spirit won!

Once a core’s shaken and mind’s unstable,
From now on It’ll think for what suitable.

What would be

What would be the solution to all this?
After a while and as fine as I’d be,
I feel numb and weak; not sure if my bliss
Is my expectations or ways of me–

The life I’ve been sailing for many years
Is so similar to a submarine;
Runs silently, and evrybody  fears,
Solitude from all keeps my mind in line,

Is this means I am getting out of hands
To hold all the precious chances I got?
No, no please no, my bliss, follow commands!
If you are all gone I’d be dead robot!

No solutions for such a confused head,
Probably a good time to sleep in bed.

If I,

If I could fly like a bird;
I’d fly away from my life,
If I am a submarine;
I’d load a torpedo and strife,

If I am a battle tank;
I’d stand and take bullets,
So, if I ‘am’ a poet;
I’d write rhymes and sonnets,

If I won’t write those verses;
I’d have lost all my interests,
And those lack of intention:
Is the worst of all imagination pests.

So lange, kamerad!

Bird flies,
Sky’s blue,
Listen to Faun,
And think of you:

Nothing is better than those cheerful tunes:
When there’re foolish people forming platoons,
To protest for their belief with no fair
For other people who not involve; ne’er care,
Like us two or more people around them,
That we know they ne’er admire protester’s chem.

But just you; one folkish-musician mate:
The one who erase my feelings of hate,

There’s nothing else I could thank you,
Execpt this, for now
I only hope you’d miss me too!

Oh, Hey pal!

Oh, hey! My most missed; most sweet bully rook!
How have you been?  Did you’ve found your fortune?
Well please come to my place where I can cook
Your most beloved dish and we will speak soon!

After a long year of departure’s gone,
No letter  from you to me with your style:
That handwriting; the skills loose noone,
It sure your words warms my heart a pile!

What is wrong, pal? You did found your fortune?
Hold; you’ve found it but it’s not what you seek?
At least you’ve found yours- here: I’ll sing you tunes
To celebreat your brevery at this peak!

Disappointment happens every now and then,
But after this; we’ll go the boozing ken!

Relisation (Am i thought that i am?)

AND THERE are many people,
Makes me scare a little,
It brings me to an relisation:
That I am not worthy to you people!

How am I claim to be the GREAT POET?
Oh wait, did I? Please allow me to check;
Uh, eh, here, there, oh well nothing I’ve met,
Good, good! If I did I’m sure I’d be wreck!

How am I not recognise who I am?
Too much time on the internet was it?
The dreamy state is sure thick like a dam;
Hold all reality; nowhere just one bit!

All of that came from a pen pal of mine;
The poems we wrote are so fun to write,
It’s seems like he likes my words to my spine,
A little creepy but for me not quite,

My bad for all those complains I have made,
Question mark myself for concious went red.

Utopia (first sketch)

When will any government will create
The perfect place which people would prefer?
Good place to live for good life; that’s relate,
But there’s seem to be none gives this offer?

As far as I know people find places,
To colonise and live with most comfort,
It takes time to civilised like ages,
With people power to make the support,

What are we laging to make that dreamt place?
It seems clear that it’s just me or you,
But together! Harmonious people’ll race
To the gate of paradise we go to!

That’s from what my ears hear and my eyes see,
Remember: these are oppions from me.

More visitors, please!

After a day or two in this fine place,
And after three or four things I did wrote,
I now have an idea to spice this race:
By making memes so people could take note,

What a brilliant plan that came out from me?
Poem memes with some rhymes for aesthetic,
With pictures of flower paintings for thee
To use to describe thoughts so exotic,

Some spice, some sweet, some smart, and some humour,
Probably more fun using them that way,
At least it might bring me a visitor,
And more, and more will come, Oh yes they may!

If succeed it’ll bring be fame — I want?
Wait what rhymes is this I wrote and I chant?

Insomnia

Insomnia, insomnia, I am not here!
Please let me sleep ’til the morning comes near!

What worse than thee in front of me tonight?
Disturb me, wake me, so I sleep not right,

Why wouldst thou do this to my confused head?
I’m nearly insane and soon I’d be dead!

Seest thou not what thou hast done to me, friend?
I know this sickness would comes to an end,

But when wilt the day comes shine upon me?
When will I can sleep like when before thee?